I feel like I am never good enough. I feel my impurities and my weaknesses and my spiritual stupidity and laziness burning in the limelight whenever Maa walks into my room. Sometimes I feel like all She can see is my weakness, and that's what she responds to. Like she puts the magnifying glass on those parts of myself.
Sometimes I feel like I am a total fraud...an asura, a demon, who somehow snuck through the doors of the temple into the assembly of pure beings. But Maa sees me for who I really am....Mahisasura. The Great Ego.
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